Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Shock!

I am still in shock!  The ever-lovely Audrey Knight wrote to me!!!!!!!!!!!!

Apparently, about two weeks ago (thank you, "smart" phone, for not letting me know), Ms. Knight sent me an email, sweetly thanking me for my blog post about her.  I just made an attempt to write back, but as predicted, my brain was going in too many directions, and I probably sent her an unintelligible heap of syntax.  I am so flattered, so enormously blown away that she even took the time to write to me--let alone the fact that my crush on her has now grown even more!

Although I've always, since my discovery of the spanking world on the internet, enjoyed her work (and her incredible eyes), my adoration for her was really established while reading the blog in which she was writing.  She was eloquent, intelligent, and sincere.  Through her writing, she displayed some of who she is, and it was that someone I came to venerate.

The mind is like outer space--immeasurably vast, with innumerable different objects moving through it.  Each planet, each orb flying through is a thought (as happens in space, those thoughts are often orbiting a single idea, and there are countless "solar systems" of ideas).  On each one of these thought-spheres, one single grain of sand is a word we use to try to represent that planet-sized thought.  Because of this, the words we choose are both vastly important, and pitifully insignificant.  This is the reason we never completely know what others are trying to say.  We communicate more through our empathy & telepathy, using the words as guidelines.

Because of this, I have great admiration for those who can convey meaning with words.  Writing is, unfortunately, becoming less and less prevalent of a skill in our society, worldwide.

SO...

Brava, my dear Ms. Knight!  I hope you know that it is not just your wicked palm and your stunning beauty that are admirable--it is your mind and your soul even more so!

<3





(I mean, really?  Who wouldn't fall instantly in love with this girl???)

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Heartbroken!

I just found out some horrible, horrible news.  I'm a bit surprised to have taken so long to learn that, sometime near the end of 2012, Audrey Knight retired from the spanking scene!!!  Apparently, Armageddon DID occur in 2012!



For some time, I've been meaning to write a post about the fact that I have an enormous crush on Audrey Knight.  I had wanted to first organize the photos & video clips that I've found of her and her work, but have yet to do so.



I have a HUUUUUUUUUUUGE crush on Audrey Knight!!!!!  Yes, I know I just wrote that, but it bears repeating.  I am devastated.  I don't get starstruck (I meet so many celebrities through work), but she's one of the very few untouchables I dream of meeting.  I'm sure my introverted self would clam up, keep me tongue tied, and eventually cause me to blurt out some unintelligible nonsense that would leave me with a lifelong embarrassment.  Even so, the opportunity to see those incredible eyes in person would literally be a dream-come-true.



If you've read my "First Spanking Story" post, you've probably figured out by now that Audrey Knight was the female character; the subject of my thoughts that inspired my fantasy.  She's probably the main reason I realized I'm a switch.  Hers are the first videos of a woman spanking men that I ever cared to watch.  I can't take my eyes off her.  I find her incredibly gorgeous--especially those big eyes!!  She's feminine, sexy, adorable, intelligent, passionate, caring, and strong--and these are just the qualities that are evident to me from what little I've seen of her on video, and especially in her writing.



I'll miss her, and I've never even met her. 


 :'(